Jenny meets world

jman8215 @ 2007-05-29T21:24:00

2007-05-30T01:25:18Z

should i write more in here? yes or no?

jman8215 @ 2006-06-23T00:23:00

2006-06-23T05:02:55Z

yup

today was a day to remember.

it began like any other day, when erika came over. we drove to andrea's, and then we went to....

DINOSAUR WORLD!

it was amazing. there were a lot of styrofoam dinos. they didnt look real. there were a lot of them, and they were all behind fences.
but that didnt stop us! we climbed over each and every fence to take freakin' awesome sexy pictures... and most of them came out really well too.

then we were hot... so why not go to Lowry park Zoo?

so we did and tried to touch the allusive fish and the kangaroos. no such luck, but we did touch the goats and the horses, and watched the meerkats run around in their little burrows. it was my first time ever at the zoo to my recollection. we followed a million signs that pointed us to a baby elephant and then hit a dead end.. with no elephant... it was so disappointing. and to do all the cool things cost a lot of money so we didnt accomplish too much.

think the fun is over? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

we then go to get snowcones on the side of the road... where we accidently saw dirty sancho.

ewww.

then erika and i went to the puppy store on a detour to my house to take a shower. those puppies are so cute!

so then.. uber fast showers and off to Joto's for dinner with some boys. they were nice, and then we went to a pool and swam for a bit before heading home.

it was a wonderful girls day out.

jman8215 @ 2005-06-20T01:55:00

2005-06-29T07:16:09Z

i'm tired of it.
everything.
i wish i could just quit.
im very tired of this feeling that comes over me every day. it's a sad and lonely feeling. the group isn't what it used to be anymore. i mean, last year, there was the group at leeanne's house. we hung out every night. it was tons of fun, even though we rarely did anything but watch movies with the occasional outing to go bowling or slip'n'sliding or a night of fondue, but no one ever fought, and new people were always welcome. after all, thats how i came to be apart of that group. so when the school year started, many of us remained close, but disputes broke out between a few of us. eventually, we worked things out and we were all cool again, but i didn't hang out with them as much cuz drama took up alot of my time, and school took up the rest. then i started hanging out with another group of people that i met through drama and thespians. pretty soon, we were hanging out every night before rehersals, and after set on the weekends. i started to really like these people. they were fun, and not like anyone that i had ever met before, just more open and not ashamed of who they are. so christmas break rolls around, and i alternate the groups that i hang out with, but hung out more with the 2nd. certain events occured during the break that caused a little rift between me and one of its memebers. this problem was magnified through the next couple months and more actions. by this time, the first group mentioned was getting a little mad at me, saying i was under a bad influence, and i shouldn't hang out wiht them and stuff like that. this made me pretty mad and this situation still hasn't been fully resloved. anyway,of course i did things that came back to bite me in the ass a couple times, but it all worked out in the end i suppose. so school ends, group #2 splits 3 or 4 different ways, and group # 1 splits 6 or different ways. also, there are 2 people that i was super close to. their significant others changed that though. both of them spend evey moment possible with their boyfriends, and neglect to acknowledge that they do in fact have other friends that dont want to have to battle for time to spend with them, so they stop trying and, sadly they grow apart. hence the feeling of loneliness.

ive always had this way of viewing people optimistically, and humanistically. i seem to believe that people are basically all good. however, they arent. i think that i i try so hard to make people happy. if i see something that i think someone would like, i call them or i buy it. if someone asks a favor of me or needs help, i'll do it for them, no questions asked. it doesnt work the same way in return, no matter how much i hope it will. its stupid of me to hope that others would help me if i needed help once or twice.
if i call or message someone, out of courtesy, i expect a return call or message. it doesnt matter what they say, its just an acknowledgement to say ok i took a second to think of you, because you though of me kind of thing. very few people complete such an act nowadays. i think all relationships should be give and take, but it seems like i always give, and give, and....well...give, but dont have the oppertunity to take, because no one else gives.

hell im not trying to blame everyone for anything even though it might sound like it. im just explaining my thoughts about life and the people in it.

i guess for the first time in my life, i dont have a plan. i want more than anything to persue a career in the arts, either theatre, tech, or film. but i have a hard time with this confidence and self esteem thing. i know if i work hard enough, i can improve on everything and possibly have a chance at this dream, but life seems to interfere. realistically, i need a job, which i have, but with a job and school and school theatre, i dont have time for much else, like acting and voice classes. i really think its something i wanna do. either that or open a restraunt that has soup and salads and steak.

i am battling this issue with my age a lot recently too. my friends are all older. they are going to college. some of them are friends with my sister too which is fine, but wierd nonetheless. the age thing gets in the way because i have to be in the house at a certain time and my car does even earlier than that (STUPIDEST RULE EVER! damn the law). it isnt really a big big deal, but i hate having to inconvenience people by asking them to drive or take me home in the middle of something. (last night i just defied everything and didnt come home til 12:45 after a movie was done at Leeanne's with the hockey boys and stacey. i know, rebel right?) anyway, it my age gets in the way with the boys too... i hate more than anything being compared to someone's little sibling, but it doesnt stop it from happening, more than once too! however, child labor laws do state that i get a break every 4 hrs which is sweet, and i await the day when i can throw trash in the trash compactor at work... woah, they think i'll fall in or something, but when i turn 18, all peril will suddenly cease as if by magic. oh well. this is one of the biggest issues that im trying to fight right now, but its hopeless.. i wont win, at least for another couple years.

thats enough of my thoughts on life for now. had a good night. watched empire records (VERY good movie!!) and in good company with Jackie and Jolie and Leeanne. talked to meerkat for a bit, shes always fun to talk to, and listens really well. i like my job, but i dont want it.

off to try and catch a little sleep. ive adopted these awful sleeping habits from one stephen cosgrove, where i stay awake all night and sleep as much as i can during the day.

leave some lovin'

the Penny

jman8215 @ 2005-05-31T01:05:00

2005-06-09T05:15:12Z

Oh the dilemmas!
Life is full of them.
One would hope that they would diappear by themselves, but they just keep coming...
Hung out with a lot of people that i ususally dont see today.. it was fun.
Got ditched yet again by a secific group of people, but hey, thats nothing new!
had a nice convo with leeanne tonight.. shes so nice
work tomorrow.. bleh! but im off at 5 so its not tooo bad
time for fear factor
im out

jman8215 @ 2005-05-28T01:38:00

2005-06-06T05:53:26Z

so i have these thoughts.. in my head. quite often they make no sense to the outside world, but they always have some sort of deep meaning. i really wish people would get it. i also am in search of some good luck, because at the moment, i am just confused and unsatisfied, it happens, but it has been an excaeptionally long period of time that this unlucky streak has been going on. summer is supposed to be so much fun, but it seems to be just the opposite this year. stupid wrong decisions also have this way of coming back to haunt me...a lot of the time they arent even wrong, just not what everyone wants of expects...

this week has been ok. i got a job which sucks but is necessary to pay my bills. i went shopping with erika, ran into an old friend there. had a $7 netgain at poker night at devan's too. learned a cool trick with the chips too from devans brother... its so cool. my sister and i had a bridget jones movie night where we watched both movies and indulged in popcorn and then i broke out the ice cream container and ate straight out of it. had a couple movie nights at the abode.. that never result in actually watching movies, except this past monday where rat tail, erika, david king, jake, and i actually sat down and throroughly enjoyed ESOTSM, sean started to watch it but he was sleeping on the couch and a couple people were up stairs or in my room... im beginning not to know some of the people that come to my house, but i guess its cool, because they seem to be alright, most of them anyway.

ive been having this problem sleeping which has never happened to me before..
weird

nonetheless i am going to go rest a bit before falling asleep later

jman8215 @ 2005-05-20T01:11:00

2005-05-29T05:21:58Z

this is rare... an update from Jenny? VERY BIZARRE!

well, school's out which is awesome and now i am free for a bit, its better than nothing. somehow i keep finding myself in a bunch of troubling situations, very confusing ones at that.

But life is good. the chicken enchilada grilled stuft burrito no sour creram is supposed to be coming back this summer.. that's reason enough to rejoice! everyone is at reigleer's beachhouse right now and it is lonely.

Movie night at my house monday, but an actual movie night, quietly watching a movie, "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" which is suppposed to be a very good movie but we did have a failed attempt at watching it last time due to many cases of ADD. give me a call if you wanna come.

spent the day just chillen around home, went to coldstone with my cousin.

and now....

i go to sleep

jman8215 @ 2005-03-05T23:01:00

2005-03-15T04:12:15Z

Cocktails with Mimi
Thursday 7
Friday 7
Saturday 7

everyone should come its very funny... and happy!
Starring
me midget steveo and some others
on sale in the cafeteria $3 w/ student ID, otherwise $5 or #7 at the door

Update for the meerkat!

2005-03-08T02:40:41Z

So it has been months and months since my last update,so there is a lot to say about the life of Penny:

lets see... xmas was cool, spent most of the break chillin with the midget and the brotherhood and a few others.
January..full of a one act
February-got my license, crashed my car, getting a new one this week..but i really like my mom's new car and im trying to get her to give it to me. rehersals were cancelled for Cocktails cuz no one flippen shows up..we cant really afford to skip rehersals either...oh man, we'll see how it goes i guess, had a really good day staurday, set was awesome cuz me and ashley made this masterpiece yeah yeah! then just went to leslies to hang out after..just like almot every other night
i need to have a movie night again soon to see evryone that i havent seen in a while like mr hoos and leeanne and stace and ratty. Erika got me the prettiest thing ever for my bday! its a scrapbook of all the crazy things that we have been up to like the dinner party and pool and homecoming.. aww its so cute!
so i get a car no later than spring break.. thats pretty cool me and my daddy are going shopping for one tomorrow before rehersals
im going to cut off a lot of my hair thursday.. in pretty excited about it cuz i havent done it in a while. i think i might dye it while im at it... who knows... but i can guarentee no stupid emo haircuts ::coughkristacough::
so im watching shrek in spanish 3 and its so funny cuz the songs are all still in english.. oh well its a good way to start the day for 3 days..
im tired of writng and have a lot of things to do like hw and ancient greek play reading and conquering Bobby Watson and work on Cocktails so im out
Hakuna Matata

jman8215 @ 2004-12-14T03:00:00

2004-12-17T02:26:18Z

1) Use band names spell your name:
J immy Buffet!
E venescence
N eutral Milk Hotel
N *SYNC
Y eah Yeah Yeahs

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
heck yeah! 867-5309!

3) What song makes you cry?
none

4) What song makes you happy?
Memory

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Best of the 80's (Vol.II) compliments of Jackie and Jolie

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5' 10''
HAIR COLOR: brown
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: Brown
PIERCINGS: ears
TATTOOS: none

r i g h t . n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Green Day
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Orbit gum
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: very cold
HOW ARE YOU? sleepy

d o. y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: zoning out
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: i dont drive

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: desperate housewives
CONDITIONER: dove
BOOK: i dont think i have one
MAGAZINE: YM
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang out
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Sugarcult

h a v e . y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: maybe
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: nope
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: not that i recall
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: NO
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nope
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: crew... but one acts is soon
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: nope
GIRLFRIEND: nope

SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: no
BEEN IN LOVE?: no
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: no
BEEN HURT?: yeah who hasnt
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i dont know
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: nope

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: sugarcult, greenday, 80's, josie and the pussycats, and blink
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Music, friends, bunnies, poker, tv, HOCKEY
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: whatever i get for xmas
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: nice people i hang out with alot

w h e n / w h a t . w a s . t h e . l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: umm.. during grease rehersals
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dont know
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: sunburst cheese cubes!!
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: csi
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: wow its been a while.... umm napoleon dynamite i think

jman8215 @ 2004-11-26T04:15:00

2004-11-29T03:22:17Z

well today was a bummer

This is for you Erika

2004-11-06T05:56:27Z

well. it has been a little while since i last updated, i have been so tired and busy with Grease and home work and projects and hockey games and Disney World and other things that i havent really thought about going online.
but im back now, so thats nice.

so let us see... since october 15th, i have:

last weekend i went to Disney world...oh man i could talk forever about how fun tha was! my dad's convention was in Orlando at the Swan so we went up there for the weekend to go to the parks. There is a new ride in tomorrow land.. it is Stitch, but very scary, actually its exactly the same as Alien encounter only Stitch instead of a big scary alien. but oh man, epcot was loads of fun, bunch of new rides there too.. and we went to a Joto kind of place in Japan so that was tasty! Me and Jackie petted the Ewoks at MGM for about ten minutes too.. they was sooo ssoft! and i found a place entitled
Dinosaur Gertie's Ice Cream Extinction. it was a giant dino and there was an ice cream shop in his belly... it was very nice, but we didnt have any money to buy from Ms. Gertie. Our hotle room was amazing! it had a piano and a foyer and living quarters and a whole kitchen and 4 bathrooms, we could have all gone at the same time!! wow!

Then on sunday, i came back for halloween. it was me erika devan scott and kelli.. it was pretty fun, hoos wound up actually wearing my pants, boots and a checkered shirt we bought at good will for him, and his dad's cowboy hat and a bandana. devan was an army man i think, and of course me and erika were pirates!!! me and my mommy totally made the pants from this fabric i found at super walmart.. but it was actully not that bad of a costume. then we went to coldstone, but we got there right after dustin left, so we hung out in the parking lot until i had to be home.

Grease is going ok.. i really hope it all comes together.. its getting there, but the show is in a week!! ahhh! at rehersals today, i totally looked awesome! i had sunglasses and a top hat i found in the back of matt's truck and a white button up shirt.. oh man it was hot! unfortunatly, pedro aka danny zuko has not returned my pirate toy that i lent him to cheer him up 2 days ago. come to think o it he has my marker too...

erika came over for a while today and we sat outside in the nice cold weather !!!! yay for cold weatehr!! and we listened to the new relient K cd, i like it a lot! if anyone wants to buy it for me for xmas... go for it.. hint hint..

i meant to clean my room and do my homework tonight, but that didnt happen, i took a 2 hr nap instead.. im always sooo tired! oh well

hockey season just keeps looking worse and worse! i dont think they will ever work it out.. and that is VERY sad

i talked to rat tail today for the first time in a long time, that was nice!

FORT WARS TOMORROW! YAY! i am so excited! they are going to be awesome, even though half the people are working... but itll be ok...

now im sleepy, so im gonna go so i can rest up for set tomorrow, but i updated so happy now erika?

jman8215 @ 2004-10-15T05:46:00

2004-10-18T03:41:09Z

as always.. it has been forever and a half since i updated.. so this week has been cool i guess

so.. wednesday, me and ryan hung out for the first time in forever! we went for tacos and then to the park! yay for the park!, thought there was gaum on the picnic tree.. oh man.. it was horrible! but i got it off so its all ok now.

thursday i was in the middle of a very relaxing nap, and ryan nate and faith come over and we went to beefs.. man i was so tired! well the higlight of the day was that ryan asked me out, so we are together now. but i am too scared to tell my mommy.. i keep almost doing it but then somehting gets in the way.. ill do it soon i promise.. apparently his mom and faith both like me a lot and that is crazy because they dont like anyone, but i like them too so its all cool. so we went to best buy and i saw sean and chris there. then on the way home on 60 he called me and told me he was watching me.. it was very creepy! but it turns out he was just behind me so it was all good.

friday, me and erika planned out the dinner party, december 19th.. and its 5 wonderfully planned courses.. it took us hours, but it was ok because it was very pretty outside so we sat on the swingsset and read through a bunch of cookbooks and stuff. then we went to the bdale hockey game and we beat brandon 13-1.. it was fairly ridiculous! but andrea came! yay i love her. and i miss her too!! so andrea me erika and scott hung out in the car for like a half an hour but me and scott had a 12:30 curfew so we had to go.

so then on satureday i went to set early early in the morning, but it was fun i guess.. me and brandie build things like no body's buisness and it is awesome!!! i went today too... but i didnt show up til 1. saturday night i went to ryan's house and watch the whole 10 yards, and then we went to erikas to build a fort! lol it was so much fun!!

so at set today me and brandie conquered the box! oh man! it was crazy, but after 4 hours, we got it all to work out! then i went to lisas and we danced and washed cars and drank slurpees

it was fun fun fun... so now i am sleepy.. i am out!

its been a while

2004-10-10T22:03:30Z

so..

i havent been on the computer in sooo long so sorry i havent updated in a while. lets see not too much happened this week i dont think

oh wait there was homecoming. much to my disappointment i only had 60 bobby pins rather than erkia's total 129 or something. but the night was still fun. our group totally changed form its orginal make up to me erika sean andrea hoos courtney dustin devan casella mark and katie? loads of fun though.. spent 2 hours getting my hair done, almost got stuck with CRAZY WOMAN again... oh man that would have sucked sooo much! but me and erika both had nice hair and no crazy lady so thats cool! got a necklace and earrings at 4:00 and people started coming to my house at 4:45

we went to Estella's and me and erika gotsome good ol' authentic mexican food: chicken fingers and fries. hey it was cheaper and less filling so why not. we went to the park after that for like 10 minutes then got bored with that and went to the dance.

quite to my surprise, i was not the tallest one!! hoos was like an inch taller than me and courtney with her hair and heels combined was and inch taller than him! yay.. they were such pretty shoes, but so high!!

anyway today i missed out on taco bell! it made me so sad! but the bucs won yay! i know they were going to.. Johnson didnt play so sims and greise took care of the saints and we are so totally 1-4 now! yay

so now i have subway and a slurpee waiting for me so i am going to go tend to that

and fuck you anonymous commenter, i still believe you are a coward and an asshole

im so sleepy!

2004-10-05T04:05:48Z

today was actually pretty good. after school me and my mommy went shoe shopping for h/c but all the hot pink shoes were to high or ugly whitch is very sad!! but i syill have time, i did get hair sparklies and some jewelry and a frappacino( mmm mmm good)

so my daddy is being suoer horrible lately, evenmy mommy is fed up with it. but he goes away in a couple weeks so thats nice.

kyle and sarah came over for the math project that is going no where... i was almost done with my part and the computer froze and i lost all of the information.. it makes me soo mad! oh well shit happens right? anyway, me and ramos also had a very long convorsation and he might join the group and might come to h/c w/ us too.. he needs to be more sociable.

Poor amanda.. her heart hurt today in drama and she had to leave class.. i hope she is okay, but it was a good delay so we didnt have to read our stories for drama. but i love her and i hope she'll be ok!

totally got a new rainbow candy-lookalike-bracelet today yay! maybe now steve-o can throw away my old one by his TV.

its spirit week whoop whoop. i love wearing hats!!!

skipping guitar tomorrow, going out to dinner instead with my old neighbors tht are the sweetest people ever but htey moved a buncha years ago,.... plus i dont like my new teacher so screw that.

sitll making h/c arrangements.. i hope it all works out! it couldbe perfect or it could be hell.. we'll just have to wait and see.

well major chemistry test tomorrow.. i dont know any of it and i am soooo screwed!!! it makes me so mad!! everytime i try to figure something out, she makes me feel like im stupid so then im pissed the rest of the class and dont retain info.. oh well.. screw it

flavor dave is almost definatly coming with us saturday! yay for him! im very excited! hes a cool guy and i heard emily is fricken awesome too.. yay

erika is going to UCF yay... thats so much closer and nicer than fsu! yay im still gonna be screwed after everyone graduates, but now its a little better!

oh wow... just lost all energy.. so away i go to bed. and i really want to know this anonymous commenter! you coward! show your true identity!

it cant get much worse than this!

2004-10-04T01:43:12Z

wow. 0-4. it is insane!!

i spent the whole day at the bucs game.. there was actually hope that we could win it until the last 3 minutes of the 4th quarter. without micheal clayton we wouldn't have even made it that far.

anyway, i got up at 12 to go, and spent time with Jackie at the tailgate (fillets and my daddy;s awesome salad and pasta salad and grouper and cookies and rolls... it was very good!) but i dont get to talk to her so much anymore so that was nice

at the game we got pink cotton candy, cuz i won paper rock scissors with Jackie, she wanted blue, so we ate that while watching the 2002 World Champion Bucs plummet to 0-4.

there was a sign at the game that really ruined my day! it was the weirdest coincidence to something that has been happening lately! ask me if you want details on it

so it sunday night, and i still have Chem, a math project, world history, and a spanish 3 test tuesday. so maybe i should be doing school work rather than rambling away on this...

jman8215 @ 2004-09-30T01:06:00

2004-10-03T05:18:22Z

today was pretty fun..
had to wake up at 9:45 for school, but it wasnt too bad, cuz i am the best damn screwer at the place! yay.. good for me. but we finally finished the sign that goes above the auditorium.. it took forever to write and paint "rydell high c/o '59" and then i used the miter saw (i know the carpenter terminology, i really am that deal!) but then i screwed so effortlessly, and wonderfully, people were in awe!! yeah baby. anyway, then i got home and took a shower for the first time in a long time! then me and erika, after my mommy gave us vitamins, went and hung out with hoos.it was fun, we got coldstone and watched the jungle book and melanie made brownies that were very moist and delicious! anyway, we saw dustin and sean at cold stone and tried to get free toppings from them, but were unsuccessful. oh well, maybe next time. my foot is dead asleep now.. oh well

and my N*SYNC cd has a scratch on it.. what a horrible end to the night! there were another thing that kinda ruined my good mood too... but w/e... it was wrong of me to get my hopes up in the first place... i should just aim low next time, then i will never be disappointed. i fell backwards off the hamper im sitting on now and my legs hit the chair the slurpee was on and it spilled everywhere, incuding my ass.. it was sooo cold!!! brrrr!! anyway i got a bunch of h/w and im a little pissed so im gonna split

jman8215 @ 2004-09-29T00:07:00

2004-10-02T04:18:04Z

so today was pretty normal, no crazy instances like there should be. i went to school and was bored, but there was a baby bunny on my desk in world history, that was nice. it was so cute! erika picked me up from school and we worked out. well, we went to the park and swung for 40 minutes, which is a good leg workout!!

then we came back to my house and watched Anastasia.. it was my first time watching it and i must say it was quite good. however, we were interrupted by my mommy yelling at me for using too many text messages (approx 240 too many)oh well.. she said she might get me unlimited messages soon i hpe she does, cause i cant afford not too...

then me and erika went to the icebulls game where we best jesuit 2-0 yay. brandie was there and had a balloon animal penguin for good luck. it looked nothting like a penguin, but kinda like a pretzel... oh well it was cool anyway, some guy made her one at cherry's earlier.

afterward, me, erika, leeanne, sean and stacey watched mean girls, which is one of the very best movies ever. its soo funny, a little strange, but hey its cool. so after we watched fresh prince of bel-air and the surreal life.

new things that happened.. we came up with a nick name for someone. j.j. the crazy train. lol.. good times good times! i am sooo tired, and i have to wake up early for set tomorrow so im out for the night.. see ya...

but i do hope Hoos chose to go to see someone and bring their attention to something that should be addressed. remember Hoos, i bought you for $30 and a CD so you do s i say! or else! anyway i hope it all works out for the best

today

2004-09-29T02:01:32Z

alright, mixed feelings about today...i really dont know what to think

rat tail woke me up this morning, man i was soo tired, but at least then i was up in time to watch saved by the bell.. thats nice! always! anyway he dropped off the shorts i left in his car after chicago like a month ago.

anyway, so then i took my first shower in a really really long time...lke 3 days.. yuck! but it feels good to be clean now. me and erika were all psyched up to go to the park and BAM! its closed.. what a tragedy! so we decided to go to her house and make brownies... we baked them halfway through then took them to Hoos's..it was funny cuz we heard him singing through the door while he was vacuuming..oh man..it was funny. me erika sean and scott then ate the brownies very fast with whipped cream.

so then sean had to go and erika fell asleep, so naturally i did the dishes in the hoos's sink... i dont really know why, but i was bored just standing there talking so i washed dishes. i confuse myself alot... im so weird!

i went home at 6:30 cuz i had guitar lessons at 7:30, but much to my disappointment, Sam was not there. i had talked to sean earlier and he said that it was this new guy with sweaty armpits and a weird accent.. so i was like.. hmm he cant be too bad..but oh he was.. i dont like him at all, so i think i might quit now. Sam i miss you! you were awesome and i want you back!

so then i started on the project that i had been trying to do all day: the note. im trying so hard, but i ust cant do it.. it made me cry last night, and tonight im just stressed out about it. i cant wait til its all over, but i need the details first (hoos) before i can write a note that is accurate, this wouldnt have even started if it wasnt for someone (hoos)

then alas one more problem... erika knows, shes the only one too... and will be the only one forever! but yay for her and sean!

talked to lisa for the first time in a long time.. thingd went well
also talked to ryan for the first time in a long time, i missed the kid, and im glad hes not engaged anymore. that was a mistake, and he knows it.

im gonna miss these hurricane days. we have had 2 full weeks of school, but only one week with no bomb threats, fire drills, fire alarms, or power outages. and right now, i cant handle 5 consecutive days of school... it is waaaay to much for me to handle...esp the hw... i wish i were a sr.. im gonna have no friends when they all leave.. it will be me myself and i. oh god, this year is not going to end.. i just wont let it!

now im tired.. im out!

AJHHHHHH

2004-09-28T05:03:56Z

well today was a little weird.. but overall it was fun with the exception of a major distraction that has been hanging over my head for a while...

i spent the entire day in my pajamas sleeping and watching tv.. but i did wash the floors in the morning which earned me a 10 bucks which is awesome!!

then at 7:30 it comes to my attention that there is in fact no school tomorrow and why the hell am i alone and home when i could be out with my friends?? soo rat tail invites himself over and so i invited other people and it turned out being great fun w/ me rat tail hoos, sean, erika, leeanne, stacey, ben, dave, kelli, and jennifer. we watched one of the best movies of all time, the great mouse detective and played pool and darts. me and erika danced in the rain for a couple minutes then some of us and some boy m\named chris went to mcdonalds which was out of power so then to wendy's which gave us free food (you cant beat that!!) so then i peacefully enjoyed my free frosty with the spoon i luckily had with me, see kids, its a good thing i carry useless shit around in my purse!

so then i had to come home because of my rediculously early curfew of midnight, so dave, who could make a nice addition to our group if he so chose, drove me and ben home

so now im playing my guitar cuz i havent played in 2 and a half weeks, and i have my lesson tomorrow night. my my my.. i also have a couple more outlines to finish up on that i have been putting off for a week or two for world history

there is an odd smell about, it smells like baby oil or something..anyway erika just came to my window with happy news... so that made me pretty happy too to know that shes really happy... ya know its a strange feeling talking to someone through a window... kinda like you're in jail, but we can look past that because yay for erika!!

oh and i almost forgot to mention scott's incident with jennifer's car... we'll just say he came out with a black eye, and bruises and scratches.. oh hoos, you crazy boy.

i really dont know what im supposed to do, now that i have added information about the subject, so me and erika and hopefully hoos are going to the park to figure things out, because everything's better at the park!!!

im hoping things are getting better with stacey and leeanne again, they came over which is good, so i hope we all can still be friends, they really are awesome people.

im about ready for bed now, i havent had a nap in a very long time, a couple days actually

partridge family auditions are going pretty well, i miss the little danny that didnt make it, he was so small..and emily and david and spencer are still in it for laurie and keith danny, so its going good.

oh, at set on saturday, pedro made up these songs that are sooo funny. well not songs, paradies... one about emily watts' compulsive liar syndrome to the song of look at me im sandra dee... and one about the yellow balls of emily mann (those magic changes).. dude they are soo funny! the sets looking nice.. i love the colors and my daddy donated nice new paint brushes, if people mess them us i will kill them!! wash out you brushes immedeatly if you paint with them!! ahhhh

anyway yay for erika... im out

jman8215 @ 2004-09-18T23:17:00

2004-09-22T03:29:57Z

so overall today was a pretty awesome day!! (with the exception of 7th period when the whole time i was being made fun of!!)

anyway.. i totally aced my three tests in spanish and algebra and chemistry! yay for me! cartwright drove me home.. he's super sweet!

after school me and the hoosinator hung out for a while and completed our mission yay! plus i got subway after! yay for that, even though there was no bacon it was still a marvelous sandwich. stacey called hoos and talked to hom normally.. so maybe things are getting better with all of us and her. i hope so, but who knows?

erika is going to h/c with sean now.. yay for that! it is going to be so much fun!

amazing race finale was on tonight.. stupid chip and kim won.. they got mean at the end and i didnt like them, but oh well, at least mirna and schmirna didnt win (stupid midgets)!

in between all of this i still managed to take my 2 hr nap throughout the day. i think i sleep entirly too much for my own good but i ate a chocolate that told me "sleep late dream more" and i have been going along with that saying for quite some time now. anyway.. im sleepy once again so im out

jman8215 @ 2004-09-17T19:10:00

2004-09-20T23:11:31Z

today i found out something interesting

HOOS IS A HEARTBREAKER!!!

what a horrible no good very bad day

2004-09-20T01:55:39Z

so to sum it all up....

TODAY SUCKED!

i had to wake up early to go to the bucs game, and we lost 6-10. but during the tailgate and the long ride home (for we got lost a lot because my daddy tries new ways all the time that fail!!!) i had a lot of time to think about how sucky things are lately

Im going to go to stacey's tomorrow becasue it is her birthday, but i doubt she will care.

how can so much go so wrong so fast?

jman8215 @ 2004-09-16T00:09:00

2004-09-19T04:11:19Z

So im trying out this thing to see wat everyone is always talking about, im not so sure how its going to work out.

totally skipped 8 hours of set today.. mercers going to be pissed!

so i was sleeping peacefully this morning when Erika calls.. i ignore it but oh no! she calls again until i wake up. so then her and Hoos come over and my mommy brings us this really good pie sort of thing, then we went to this little crazy carnval thing at Erika's church (free snowcones and a cake walk!! whoop whoop) then to mcdonalds...woah!! so many firsts! there was the first time i ate a hamburger, and went in the bath room, and sat down, and shook my head around... oh man it was awesome. then we went to Hoos's and watched the Lion King.. Scott knew all the songs and sang along, and though he might try to deny it.. he loved it!!

i went to dinner at bern's steak house and ate 6 sugarcubes and wore a skirt (it has nice circulation unlike pants). my family is driving me up the wall... again... i hope they leave for an extended vacation soon. very soon.. very extended..

kinda pissed off today though... no real reason.. just everything that has been happening is all getting to me kinda bad now. oh well.. thats life for you

i'm out